Every year end, I go for a retrospection of the things I learnt throughout the year, the changes that I regret as well as the ones I cherish. The last years I came up with posts with a list of things I learnt, the lessons that I hope to put to use in the coming year.
2011 has been extreme, and extraordinary. I experienced all the 9 emotions (Navarasa) within a year.
One of the big things I learnt was to never go starving for a diet to lose weight.(If you are unaware why: I got hospitalized and was shunting hospital-home for a whole 2 months. and as a co incidence, about 5 leos underwent the same fate like I did, for different reasons though)
Another thing is to keep my mouth shut, and just stay on the listening mode even if the speaker is a moron. All the other things I wanted to include in my life, I have already done. But I really ought to shut up and not talk at all!!
I dont know if I can relate any aspect to my 2011 anything magical, but there has been a lot of unexplained things happening.
One of which is an aspect of my life I always hesitate to talk of may be just because I am shy, or I dont feel certain people apt to talk about it. Through all that time, I didnt realize what changes have already taken place.
Here is something said to me and another person by a very special friend: "You re going to realize it only when people stop caring"
Well obviously I didn't back then. I owe a lot to that friend who was a major influential person in my life this year, and most importantly, who allowed me to discover myself and realize what I am.
I am going to make 2012 special and make those people who cared for feel proud of me, and not the least, feel proud of myself to fight out my quarter life crisis.
I am going to work towards every moment of the year to make it special.
I would like to thank my Guide who has done a lot for me. But for Him, nothing would be possible. (I wouldnt have even survived the hospitalization)
This year, I am going to be the change I expect !
Welcome 2012!!
2011 has been extreme, and extraordinary. I experienced all the 9 emotions (Navarasa) within a year.
One of the big things I learnt was to never go starving for a diet to lose weight.(If you are unaware why: I got hospitalized and was shunting hospital-home for a whole 2 months. and as a co incidence, about 5 leos underwent the same fate like I did, for different reasons though)
Another thing is to keep my mouth shut, and just stay on the listening mode even if the speaker is a moron. All the other things I wanted to include in my life, I have already done. But I really ought to shut up and not talk at all!!
I dont know if I can relate any aspect to my 2011 anything magical, but there has been a lot of unexplained things happening.
One of which is an aspect of my life I always hesitate to talk of may be just because I am shy, or I dont feel certain people apt to talk about it. Through all that time, I didnt realize what changes have already taken place.
Here is something said to me and another person by a very special friend: "You re going to realize it only when people stop caring"
Well obviously I didn't back then. I owe a lot to that friend who was a major influential person in my life this year, and most importantly, who allowed me to discover myself and realize what I am.
I am going to make 2012 special and make those people who cared for feel proud of me, and not the least, feel proud of myself to fight out my quarter life crisis.
I am going to work towards every moment of the year to make it special.
I would like to thank my Guide who has done a lot for me. But for Him, nothing would be possible. (I wouldnt have even survived the hospitalization)
This year, I am going to be the change I expect !
Welcome 2012!!
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